If it didn't work when we were both around, how's it going to work with one of us gone? [That's not to say that Keith is saying no. He can feel the flutter of hope inside of him rising, if only because some part of him doesn't want to be the one who messed this up. He knows he could be better if they had talked. That much is clear. But he can't see how it can work. Then again, what are the odds of him wanting to meet anyone else? He's not really made for that, and he barely had the time with Lance around.]

I'm not saying ... no, [he continues, clarifying. That feels like an important clarification.] But I don't think that's gonna help. Not you. Not me.

[It isn't even like they can write and call each other. For instance: he was thinking of finding a way to talk to the Shiro Duo, but he wasn't even sure he'd be allowed. What are the odds that things might change?]

And ... [Ugh, he really hates pointing this out.] If I messed up before, I'm not gonna be any better when you aren't there. [Admitting a fault is hard. Admitting that that fault is tied to his lack of "being ready" is even more difficult.]